imposter syndrome

went outside for the first time in a while
since i’ve been spent
and overtired

smoking outside of someone’s hero’s house
was meant to feel welcome
but i always have doubts

feels like the invite’s in the wrong mailbox
but the ink says it’s for me
everyone here is better
then I think i’ll ever be

I guess I have imposter syndrome
but I don’t think it’s that bad
isn’t that imposter syndrome?
must be in my head

I guess I have imposter syndrome
but I don’t think it’s that bad
isn’t that imposter syndrome?

too much time on my phone
leaves me laying in the light
swear that I prefer the dark
i’m not the compliment type

every word feels like a lie
when it’s coming from outside
but when i’m talking to myself
it feels like a sucker punch and I
don’t know how to tell you
that this is how i’ve always been
feels like there’s someone else
inside my skin

I guess I have imposter syndrome
but I don’t think it’s that bad
isn’t that imposter syndrome?
must be in my head

I guess I have imposter syndrome
but I don’t think it’s that bad
isn’t that imposter syndrome?