phantom limb

You're still here like a phantom limb
The space in the hourglass is looking grim
I've pushed and i've pushed
But i can't shut the door
I'm not sure that i want to anymore

Pushing away makes me forget
Enough time has passed that i forget why i had to
And closing the door is the most dangerous game
That anyone can play
That i love to play

Keep trying to tell myself that i can change
But i know, i know, i know
I've always been this way

No matter how many times my mind will always stray
I know i know i know
I've always been this way
I've always been this way

You're still here like a phantom limb
An itch i can't scratch
Because i'll tear up my skin
I know one is too much
But i'm always tempted by
The simple idea
That this time might be different

Pushing away makes me forget
Enough time has passed that i forget why i had to
And closing the door is the most dangerous game
That anyone can play
That i loveto play

Keep trying to tell myself that i can change
But i know, i know, i know
I've always been this way
No matter how many times my mind will always stray

I know i know i know i've always been this way
I've always been this way