snow

Two trips around the sun
And I still can't let go
A gavel struck for a life sentence alone

Holding my breath again
With only one way out

I think i've found what i've been looking for
And it was never in the snow
I'm full of tiny pieces i'm not ready to unload
I think i've found what i've been looking for
And it was never in the snow
Cut into little lines
My silence writes the score
Cut into little lines
My silence writes the score

You want me dead
But lonely is good too
When I rest my head
More than a night in bed
The darkness takes ahold of me

I think i've found what i've been looking for
And it was never in the snow
I'm full of tiny pieces i'm not ready to unload
I think i've found what i've been looking for
And it was never in the snow
Cut into little lines
My silence writes the score
Cut into little lines
My silence writes the score

Am I scared to be alone
Or am I scared of being loved?
Am I scared of the wreckage that I think is yet to come?
Am I scared to be alone
Or am I scared of being loved?
I think I might be scared that i'll never be good enough
I think I might be scared that I'll never be good enough